@ work!

as always a case of long time no see.. and even more predictably, sitting at work, and after reading a particularly entertaining blog, all the more jet set to go, and dish out...



space space space
nothing to fill it with...
not cos my head is empty
but cos it hath too many doubts than necessary(obviously, am not gonna call me bad, deep down where you know no one can actually ascertain the truth ;-) )

could talk about the dulling work in here, which actually is not that dulling, cos i aint looking for any excitement either, so in a way, matches my expectations and needs, but still dulling is what i will call it, cos that is how it is...

or could talk about the almost forgotten architectural aspirations that i keep forgetting more and more everywhich time that i go to that office, bound by the basic necessity of earning or should i say patching and pulling through the degree am supposed to be studying for, spending quite a part of life that should have been spent doing higher things...like what, i really dont know!

or could talk about the recent visits from and with friends to friends, college classmates can be the collective tag, but the automatic friends tag, tells me that they are all set to replace the base level, that my schoolers once had...moving on is this i voice out in defence to the nag that calls it cheap...

and now am successfully writing in such a way that if i read it sometime down the line, as most probably will, after say another session of boring work-good blog, mark you, someone elses good blog, i will end up slightly confusing muaself, slightly cos duh am me.

ok now back to searching for topics, done with colg, and work, and ppl from colg, and now to other topics, like ppl and me, how different, how unusual...

ouch, ironic, my sarcasm ceases to hurt me so whats the point, but hell, is there a point at all?

anyway ppl and me,
first am gonna get screwed by my cuz, who am sure must have spoken to my folks by now, having given up all attempts to reach me, cos i left my milliondollar cell, yes million dollar worth, cos of the purpose it serves morons, at home!

and then to make a ppl gonna be thinkin of me list, lets see,

ab, whose wake up call may have come from other sources, or who must have gotten up on his own, or who must still be sleeping either completely unaware of the call not coming, or who must be wondering (for the lack of a stronger word other than pissed about) wtf is wrong with my cell and why i dont answer it...

and then my folks, in case they are up and awake by now, must be dimly curious, as to what happened to that khatara piece that this khatara gal carries, and maybe, nanna will just guess, that i left it at home, having been around, being a giver up about me and my habits, for a while now...

anyway all in all, even if the one person i am actually very curious about is not thinking of me right now, there are still quite a few people, but then numbers dont really make up for it...
and now that i mention the idiot, i guess i have to go seeking to find out and now that i have something to do, will end this mindless banter and ranting here...

feel like making a promise to write again sooner than this time, but the doubts are still there, as they will be, but now, am gonna let them be, and go seeking, and if i dont find my quest, will take a pointless aux2 (15 mins ka excuse they think is a good enough break), just to have a reason to ramble elsewhere than in my head.

namaste for now....and hey it's a sunny winter morning...so am gonna smile, cos i just like the image that the phrase conjures up!
ok giving up trying to be witty, and good with words, for now!